Y0o0o ok...Dont think im copying everyone or w/e cuz im gettin rid of my Xanga... no im not switching to myspace (altho talia made me one) im going back 2 Live journal...

www.livejournal.com/users/emotear3685 < - - - Its not ready yet.. cuz im gonan re do it and make it look hot and sexa idk its just easier cuz ppl who dotn have lj can still leave comments and alot of my friends dont have xanga s0o0o idk ill keep ya updated..

Hmm well i havent updated all week s0o0o hurr yall go!

Today i stayd home cuz i was mad tierd (most ppl know why!) anyhorz, after school stan called mea nd said that he was taking me to a movie and i was like heh i didnt go to schoo l2day idk if i can go , anyhor i told my grandmtoher and she was like so u didnt go to school so what ur young go have fun! s0o i went.. it turns out his sister was going on a blind date w/ this kid jerry so it was really funny kim was freaking out cuz she thought he stood her up when really they were standing on oposest sides of the fountain (city place) he was really nice tho, we saw the ring (stan is so0o cute i got scard and he let me squeeze his arm ahh!! s0o0o0o0o0o hot!!! lol) after the movie we walked around and then got in the car, went to ripps, talkd to mac. after kim rushed us 2 finish our dinner we went to this car show thing. it was kinda wierd, but stan loves thoughs things. (what a wierdo!) we were only there for a little while, while we were there i kept trying to hold stans hand, normally he always grabs mine but he was like being wierd...but when the fuckin idiots whocall my fone from a privet number all the god damm time (dont worry i no who the fuck they are and they just ned to get a fucking life! Coff coff NY Ppl CoFF cOfF) he answerd thef one n such a voice i had to laugh,  kim drove me home and stan walked me to my front door...i really like hanging out w/ him not just because im nlove w/ the kid but b/c his family is totally cool, kims really cool and his mom is s00o sweet! anyrhoz its late and i gota finish pakin for 2maro (going to talias after school, amies party?? and then sleepin over at my hot lesbain friend talias caza!)

LAtA gATA1

I love you stan, so fucking much!!!!!

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want

Well i am proud to say that people really do read my journal..(thanks britt/sam! haha and others who i love like mi sexxa jew and steven!)

Anyhorz, its sat on ur day (haha) night, acually its sunday but w/e recap the weekend

Friday after school: hung out w/ jeff and the chours ppl (blair and others idk) then i came home, showerd changed, went to ripps w/ sam and jeff! came back and slept....

Sat on ur day: Went to strathmores (happy joelle? lol love ya) for breakfast, then hit the mall w/ amie fora  few hours i finally bought a starting line shirt!! haha, my fav band for how long, yet i never had the shirt! we ran into sam and jeff right b4 i had 2 leave...it sucked but we all hung out w/e. madre pickd me up from the mall, and we went to blockbuster (got school of rock and under the tuskin sun) then, we went to pubix to get soda and shit....went to hooters pickd up dinner, stan came over for dinner. (Ahh that was funny) then stan and i watched school of rock, inhaled helum (from the ballons at from the mall) and did other things! tee hee! now im just sittin typin this like a nerd...2maro is my one month w/ stan.. acaully its 2day condiering its 12:50

Stan, I cant belive its been a month, i love you so much...I couldnt imgain my life without you now, your more than justm y boyfreind, your one of my best friends. i no if i ever have a problem you will help me, or if i ever forget my lunch money (at least every other fuckin day! haha) you will always lend me some (even tho wen i try to pay u back u wont take it!) ahh idk, there are so many things i can say about you...but im not gonna cuz they might embarass you

***Hope you liked the booby pills! LMAO!!!**

I love you <333 "Sing this song for me, and tell me how youll never leave my side" - TSL (Stan yes i know you hate them but i had to!)

Riiighhhttt

2day school was uneventful until about 5th hour!

 ok.. well all week my health class has been working on a project and my teacher sends kids to the media center to work on it. s0o0o my friend danielle and i finished our project early but didnt want to go back so all week we were teling our teacher that we were going to the media cetner wen really we were going to 3rd lunch (tehre r 3 lunches at my school...) well... danielle got spoted at 1st (our lunch) and 3rd lunch yesterday by an AP. s0o the AP looked her up, and found ms.jennie (our teacher) told her and ms.jennie confronted us both 2day we said we were in the media center doing our project and she said ok well wheres all ur resurch that you have been doing danielle said that it was at her house and ms jennie wasl ike, u guys dont have anything... are u sure? cuz then im going to have to call an AP cuz u have no proof you were n the media center. i said hold on, most of my stuff is at my house but i have a little bit of info in my locker. ms. jennie said wheres ur locker i said 7th bluiding (my class is n the 4 bluiding) ((the 7th bluiding is on the other side of the school than the 4 bluiding the media center is n the middle) s0o0 i walked out of the hallway, ran into the media center, got on a computer and googled anerioxia, the 1st computer didnt print, 2nd comptuer wouldnt get on the internet, finally i got to the 3rd comp. and it printed i paid the lady and walked out.. as i was walking back i cruppled it a little s0o it lookd old, and ripd the corner off where the date was...ms.jennie was like, u guys cant leave anymore now go sitt down, we thoguht we got away with it wen an AP came in and said am i needed hear for the 2 girls, ms.jennie looks at us, takes a deep brethe and says no. we are s0o0o fucking lucky!

aAhh yeah thats about the only thing that happend exept almost everygirl (exept big boi i think) had an orgasm over leo decapero
"Did my heart love till now?  Forswear it, sight!
For I ne'ev saw true beauty till this night."n my english class lmao romeo romeo!!! "

PBC LAX: WELLINGTON SUCKS! GO GIRLS LAX (VARSITY!) YOULL WIN NEXT TIME BIOTCHES!

Y0o0o

sorry havent updated.. been bissy, ok not really just lazzy.

Disney was alirhght. had a few laughs, ummmmm lets seee 2day i got a card from mr.green saying i can come down to his room when im n conways class any time i want wen i feel that conways an asshole (which is really all the time but w/e)  ive been fighitng w/ mi madre latly.. i think yesterday was the first time i havent cried in like a week. its s0o0o ierd, things were going so well..im such an idiot.

Im sorry (you no who you are) i really never wanted this to happen at all, and i hope we can just get through this and still be as close as we use 2 be cuz it would b really stupid to let this get in the way of our friendship....

Anyhor, my moms not lettin me redie my hair until after i go to court which kinda sucks but w/e. uhhhhhh my 1 month w/ stan is on sunday.(tee hee) dont no what im gettin him, dont no whats gonna happen. i havent had a "1 mOnth" n a whillleeee...riight well voy ir a la pecina de shower (im going to the pool shower) HUH?

CrAziiiBlOnDe16: hahaha ur fuckin funny carly
EMOtear3685: im really not
EMOtear3685: everyone says that im really not

BritTANY! (HA I SPELL IT THE WAY I WANT TO!) I LOVE YA DUDE!!!!

"The children arnt alright" - offspring TEEE HEEE!

STEVEN I LOVE OYU~ THANK U SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME EVERY TIME I NEED YOU, I LOVES YAHH!!! CANT WAIT TO GROW OLD W/ U AND LISTEN 2 THE DEAD EVERY DAY! LOL LOVE YA!